Im OK!

hard to explain the feeling what happen now
im so careless because of deleted the post i write before
the post about me and ah tat
trying to google there
search about how to recover the deleted blogger post
it is cant recover it
except u have did a copy and save into your computer
and obviously i dint did it

now need to rewrite
because it is important to me
it is a very good memorial to me
i met a good guy
actually i have been imaging is that have chance between us
but our class all is 38 girls and boys
maybe will not have couple come out
cause the relationship of our class member is very good
i very happy to met them all, they are very crazy at all

writing the blog while on facebook
suddenly saw the word
两个人一起久了，女的会越来越爱男的，男的越来越随便。男的会说女老是胡思乱想，女的就说男已经变了不像以前那么宠她…其实大家都没变，只是时间变了，因为彼此关系变亲密了，习惯对方，所以不会再像热恋那样，女的会胡想，无论如何请不要对爱情偷懒，否则只有平淡.然后矛盾争吵再到分手。

continue~ haha
after the langkawi trip,
many thing happen on me
lh n ah pig like me
those thing also make me surprise
but at last i rejected lh
n ah pig also choose be friend as a ending
after lankawi, i have a period of time interested with ah pig
but ah pig already say it clear, we better be friend

then i trying to put down him,
then the next happen is, penny's birthday is around the corner
we all decided to go to her house celebrate
that day is friday, the reason of chose friday is
because some of friend no have transport back home
so, if go penny's birthday party, we all can slp at her house
then tomorrow go to school together
we choose bra & sexy pyjamas for penny

we still have practice  a catwalk and walk around penny with the bra & sexy pyjamas
and have a music with pink panther theme sound
it is very fun
and we all have our partner for the set of bra n sexy pyjamas
mimi with ah pig, me with ah tat, vincent wit jx, zx with see min, ah jie with lh, ming ee alone
roger take the "let start party" paper for the begin
ah tat & me is partner, and we need to prepare some pattern for the catwalk
the pattern is i SM him, haha, hard to believe that
i use the belt hit his ass XD
but at last we all slept at penny house
just ah tat, sook fen and vincent go back home
because ah tat cant overnight at other house

saw a photo again
her eye very beautiful ~!!
damn love her eyes
so BIG~~~

有些话，你不经意的说出口，我却很认真的难过。

continue =P
actually many beautiful photos i saw from facebook
have a girl name Zoey

since that day (penny's party)
ah tat find me for a random chat everyday
then after a few days
mimi suddenly ask me "how u will do, if ah tat chase u"
then i answer that "maybe will accept"
that time, i already guess about that, but also have just think mimi just ask randomly
i not have think too much that day
but the thing is going happen obviously
i also surprise that why ah tat will have feel to me

one day, ah tat finally tell me
he has feel to me
and i still pretend surprising
haha, then he say "i know u already  knew it"
haha, then i continue said "ya ya"
but that time is the time i putting down ah pig, he also knew that
so, he said, "i will give u time, when u put down him only give me the answer"
then we still whatapps with each other everyday
and i also start like him slowly and slowly
our first time went out for breakfast is at aman puri
one of the shop for eating 板面, forget the shop's name already ><

second time is movie "TAKEN 2"
third time is desa park city , if i no guess wrong
it is very happy with him
he is cute, and he do housework!
hardworking than me!

photo =P

如果我不主动理你,你是不是准备一辈子也不主动理我了?女孩子跟男生不一样的.男生主动一点,别人会说他勇敢追求自己的爱情.可是女生不同.她会怕.怕如果自己不管不顾地打扰你,会惹得你不高兴.所以男生,你们不要以为,她不主动理你便是不在乎你.相反,也许是太在乎你,她才会有那么多的怕。


10-10-2012
is the date we together
we went out to 笨珍云吞面 having breakfast
he give a necklace as present for me
there have a paper write "i like u, do my gf "
actually the word feel not like asking
haha, dint have a question mark
but at last i accepted him

three days
only three days
in these three days,
we hang out out one time, having breakfast also
unlucky when we back to our car, we get a saman ==
then we call mimi. where the place for pay the saman
we go to the office immediately to pay it ~ RM20
actually is RM60, that day have discount

night of a day, he suddenly say have something to tell me
need to talk in phone
he say he dont like the feeling of pak tuo,
i really surprised that he said those words
cause pay saman that day, he has try to hold my hand, but i dodge it
im really sorry about it, i not have deliberate to do that.
i thought u will action around 1 week later or something
but im happy u did that action
i know that is not a reason for making us become this

so, now we are friend
i have a little cry that day,
cause im going to like u slowly,
and u suddenly say out those word
of cause will make me upset
cause u give me an expectation, after that u took it away
did  u knew that feeling?
but now im ok =) really
and now, yes~! i still care about u
and sometime will make me hap chou,
some action u do with other girls
but u just dont bother it lah,
just let me do something i like

*actually the post i deleted, show that i was very upset
, and this post, i try to memory our thing and post at here become a memorial