What I am?

Recently suddenly felt im not enough good to treat my family as good as i can ,
My sister suddenly bought a eye liner for me
It is really make me surprise
Thanks a lot,
and the price must make me not willing to buy it
It is too expensive for me, RM51.90

 Now is the days of 九王爷
My mom like usually will go out and take the parking fees
she also will standing outside until almost 3am,
It was make me suffer to see her stand at outside
thanks for my mom,and love her so much
she still want to wake up early in the morning,
To open the shop, help my dad working

 Im sorry for today, im avoiding my friend
but really nothing, just i think too much
because of some really really small thing
 don't worry at all :)
Just let me keep some privacy for myself
I will be ok
and i have my own reason
 sometime i really not enough confidence to myself
Just forgive me

Sometime i will hope that we can change back as good as before
But i think It is impossible
 Just give some time for us
 we will become better
Whatever how will be going on in future
i will accept it
Im very happy to met u in my life
Really :)
And i dint reject you
And wanna tell u, im really ok =)
REALLY
yesterday i decided to tell u
is because of u,
i have see your twitter
hope u will be ok,
dont sleep late everyday..
and im really happy u worry about me
and the talks at library too
Just sometime i will expect something happen
but, just let me keep some sweet memorial
u also, your blog, give me see when u r volunteer
dont wan force u also