May i?

Love this photo actually, lots of friends say we look very match at this photo.
Now, i'm free.
No need to think so much, and back to my original life.
Single life.

Sometime, i still hope shall we have a chance?
I have been ask jx, and she told me, tiny chance.
I really still expect something happen, but i know it is very small chance.
Is ok, i want to take a risk.

I don't want to publish the blog what i wrote recently.
Cause i don't want you to think much again.
Just want to let you go, and can breath easily.
Maybe will make you no have the feeling to me anymore, is okay.
Of cause, i hope you can have the feeling to me.
But if i continue find you, and make you confused everyday,
maybe will make you hate me. Feel i was cumber. I don't hope to be like that.
So, i choose this way, to let you go.
And don't want you to worry me, no matter how much i hope that.

Can i silently like you?
I will no falling too deep~! I am aware of my own,
i will won't fall in love too deep, if i no close with him.
And he also no find me and play with me proactively.
But the important thing also need feel, right?

I hope you can find me, chat with me, no matter just a normal chat.
I also will be happy.
Just like before.
Really need time, just like mimi and LH.
Time can change anything.

I'm so happy that you worry about me,
can't fall in sleep because of me,
angry because of me, when i read your tweets.
I'm really happy.

Mimi ask me one question today when at the lecture class.
"If have a girl tell me that she like him, how will u do?"
I was no answer at all.
It will be many answer. Maybe i will yield.
Wanna see the how the girl is.
Is she very proactively?
Or? just like him silently?

Then mimi continued ask me.
"Why you don't go fight with her?"
I said : But the important answer is on the boy, right?

If the boy no like me, what can i do anymore?

I won't fight with other.

But i hope i can fight with other to get the thing i want.

But why i not have the feeling to go fight?

Maybe i not have confidence to myself. 

Or maybe i not needed.

Many reason i ever thought.

I have been seriously consider to myself. Have i fight something i want seriously before?

At last, i was no have any answer.

Now, i decided to let you go.

Just want to care you, notice you, like you silently.

Hope you can grow up more than now.

And have a mature thought.

Is that call WAITING??

This is the present that he give me :)

23-10-2012