Good Relationship

That was have a leng lui that i told to a friend, and that time my friend don't know this leng lui at all.

I saw my insta following photo realized he knew the leng lui.

I found he is good in friend relationship, and i'm admired.

That is very good if you have a good relationship with friend, that mean you have a lot of friends.

It will be many friend will ask you hang out with them.

This is the thing that i always admired.

I was controlled by my mom when i was secondary school.

Cause i not dare to revolt my mom, although i had.

But i always do nothing after i revolted.

Actually i love my friend ask me hang out with them.

How good if i have a lot of friends.

But the problem make me stress is, money~!

Always money make me stress, cause my mom always told me about money.

She asked me to save money, cause my dad use a lot of money to do something recently. (for some reason lah)

 Now, i still notice him everyday, i don't want to do it obviously.

But my friend (mimi & jx) told me that i was avoiding him.

I have no idea at all. I not have that meaning also.

They told me that he has try to talk with me and play with me.

But i just realized that he always talk with mimi them.

Just feel tired, cause of the test and lack of sleep.

So, feel don't wan to talk.

And not have something to talk also. 

And feel i don't know a lot of thing what happen recently.

Feel hard to join their conversation. 

I really feel that he is fall in love with someone.

Just i guess. I try to ask mimi, is he fall in love with someone already?

Then, mimi ask back me. Do i still love him?

Then i answer: don't know, i just notice him everyday, see his tweet everyday, hope he can talk with me proactively.

Mimi straight say: then still love loh.. admit lah..

I don't wanna to think about this question.

DO I STILL LOVE HIM?

Maybe i was avoiding the question. So? 

Just don't think too much, i always told to myself.

Just do something i love, love something i do

Just silently :)