Sharing

Lol, i slept 2 and half hours just now when i'm home from mimi's shop--- Lekko!
I were too lazying now >.<
Felt want to find someone chat :)
Then open fb and saw a video share by Ah Tat.
A video of love. But in real life, there were many thing is hard to change!
You can't control them. Cause you are not them.
You can't force them to do something that they did not want to do.
It needs a love, tolerate, time and so on. Everything u did need time to know the result.
Some people may give up during the "waiting time", because they do not have the patience.
You can't force it or rush it. If the timing is wrong.
*It is hard to explain it that what my brain is thinking about  :/
This is a suggestion (video) they share to us. Life really need love.
At least we knew that. :)

It is many time i saw myself from other people.
Some stupid or not mature thought.
But i just can say, just give time let them to realize that. Time will show everything to you.
Let you know how the result it is. And you have the responsible to bear it.
Some of them may escape or something. This is their choice. If you want to help them.
You maybe give them a suggestion, but you can't help them to grow up.
Cause this is their life. Decision is belong to them.
Unless he knows to think.

一直都有一个愿望，和姐妹们同租一间屋子，白天各上各的班，简单下班一起去嗨！快乐时一起打闹，难过时抱在一起大哭！这样的小幸福，却是我一直向往的！

My best friend --- Pei Ting

I knew her from a tuition at Cahaya there. But we were different primary school.

Same secondary school. We share a lot of things. Share about the boy we like when the primary school, future, friend problem and so on.

It is very happy when i'm with her. We still have discuss to go travel together. And so on.

I'm a normal girl have a sister gang. Always be.

Sometime will think why that girl have a lot boys of friends. Maybe i'm jealous. :)

But i'm really happy that i have a lot of sister friends. 

We go where together. Study together. Chat 38 things together.

I'm appreciate all of it. I din't have big expectation to everything.

Cause i scared it will bring some despair to me.

Lol, twilight photos are around to me.

I would like to share the photos! 

I dream being with you forever!

 A new life together forever.

 You are my life now.

 Nobody's ever loved anybody as much as I love you.

 I've never felt more alive.

We're the same temperature now.

I damn love Kristen Stewart! She is damn beautiful~!

Actually i always dream i was a killer, spy or vampire. XD

I hope i'm a unnormal human. I hope i have power! 

I like to dreaming that i'm in the horrible situation and solve it.

Feel wanna have a very crazy and dangerous thing come over me.

Doing something very dangerous, have a big great task! 

Like a girl that always dreaming XD

A Flim

I would like to introduce a film named “The Cove”. The film is a 2009 documentary film that analyzes and questions of Japan’s dolphin hunting culture. The main character of this film is Richard O’Barry. He was the man who captured and trained the 5 dolphins for the television show named Flipper. Flipper is a 1964 TV series. O’Barry is a world famous for his work with dolphins. He was arrested many times for trying to free some captive dolphins.

We always watch dolphin performance in the dolphinarium. They always look happy. Actually dolphin’s smile is nature’s greatest deception. It’s hard to see the problem. It creates the illusion they’re always happy. But did you know? The nerve center of any dolphinarium is the fish house. If you go to any one of these fish house, you will see bottles of Maalox and Tagamet. The dolphin trainer will feed the dolphins bottles of Maalox and Tagamet. 

They are used because the dolphins in the fish house get ulcers, and it is because the dolphins are all stressed out. You have to see them in the wild to understand why captivity doesn’t work. In the wild, they’re traveling 40 miles a day. (64km) They could be surfing in one area in the morning, and one next hour they could be 25 miles away feeding or socializing. So, can you imaging that a dolphin is trapped in a small space for 1 or 2 years? They lost their freedom just like we keep ourselves in a room for 1 or 2 years. I believed that you can’t afford up to 1 month.

Dolphins are acoustic creatures. That is their primary sense. The dolphins can see right through you if you are in the water. They can see your heart beating. They can see your bones. They can even see if you’re pregnant. They can get a lot of information with their sound. They are very sensitive to sound. There were a case of dolphin were dying left and right when the industry was opened. The people couldn’t keep dolphins alive and they finally figured out that because the filtration system was making a lot of noise. It’s the stress that kills them. It is because dolphin is captured and put in a concrete tank surrounded by a stadium full of screaming people.

There was a dolphin name Kathy in the Flipper TV show. It died in O’Barry’s arms. O'Barry contends Kathy was committed suicide. Why he will contends Kathy as committed suicide? Dolphins and other whales are not automatic air breathers, like us. Every breath they take is a conscious effort. And so they can end their life whenever life becomes too unbearable by not taking the next breath. Because of this, O’Barry used the word suicide. O'Barry made a radical transition from training dolphins in captivity to assertively combating the captivity industry soon after Kathy. Since that time, he has become one of the leading advocates against cetaceans in captivity and for the preservation of cetaceans in the wild.

There has a place named Taiji in Japan. Hundreds and thousands of dolphins were caught and seal at there. Then all of the dolphin trainers will be lined up selecting the ones that they want for the dolphinariums or flown to different parts of the world. Nobody knows where the dolphins that weren’t selected are slaughtered at the secret cove and sold for their meat. There is no reason for kill the rest of the dolphins and there are almost 23,000 dolphins are slaughtered every year. Why didn’t they set them free? O’Barry and filmmaker were trying to expose the place where hunt the wild dolphin in the world in Taiji, Japan.

They found that a lot of the packages that were labeled as expensive meats from large whales were actually is dolphin meat. Dolphins contain high level of mercury that are 20 times higher than World Health Organization recommendations. The government knows it but still cover it up. They are poisoning their citizens who are no idea to buy those packages of meat at the market. Dolphin’s meat is heavily laced with mercury. Mercury is the most toxic non-radioactive substance on Earth. The reason is due to the burning of fossil fuels since the industrial revolution, the mercury content in the bad environment annually increased by 1-3%.

He called his buddy and build up a team to record a video in order to expose what happen at Taiji. He found out some experts and professionals that can help him to discover the truth. Some guys who can create all these weird ways hide Hi-Def cameras and hydrophones. He also found a guy who are world class freedivers and can go down 300 feet on one breath of air and come back on her own power. It is in order to put the hydrophone (high tech sound devices) into underwater housing to heard the dolphins from the lagoon and how deep of the water and so on.

Finally, Ric O’Barry was success to record the scene of the dolphins being slaughtered.  He plays the video on a television with a jacket that put it on his body and shows it to the ambassador during the meeting. However, he was being cast out by the security during the meeting because he had disturbed the meeting.

 “I was going to free every captive dolphin I could, I spent 10 years building that industry up. And I spent the last 35 years trying to tear it down.” said Ric O’Barry.

The action that Ric O’Barry did during the meeting make me proud of it because he willing to show his spirit to save dolphins. He is guilty that he done of this and he trying to save it up as possible as he could. 
He is the man who deserve me to respect!

"I have to see this end in my lifetime. Right now i'm focusing on that one little body of water where that slaughtered takes place. If we can't stop that, if we can't fix that, forget about the bigger issues. There's no hope." by Richard O'Barry.

Crazy!

Lol, what the stupid thing i done just now.
Damn funny. Like to do something to kacau my sister.
Although she already knew my pattern. XD

Just edit for fun. Like to kacau my sister with these stupid thing.
Laugh die me, when i done this. XD

Yesterday, my sister told me.
"Your father loves Jacob because he is wolf. "
=.=  Then i reply,
"I love Edward because he is vampire" ♥

Sometimes too care something will make you in a bad mood.
Trying to tell yourself : why so care about this? Why must make yourself in a bad mood? Is it good to you? Will he/she care about it? Just you care!! No good to you too!
I would like to tell myself by this way when i care something.

"You may lost if you are serious. "
This word  is so true!
做人千万不要太敏感 !
想太多伤到的反而是自己

Damn love this movie~! Best movie ever!! ♥

Sometime really don't know want to tell who my feeling.
Had write a post of that thing that i were confused.
I just deleted it just now, try to think another way. :)

Is going to end of the world! Did i trust this thing? erm.... 50/50
Just crazy crazy when we are young! Why should have a love right now?
Do something you may not dare before. To create your mad, crazy, stupid, embarrassing youth history! ^^

To remain silent

Blogging is the way that i always write my thoughts and feelings.

It can release my stress or something i don't want to talk with someone else.

Maybe i thought i can solve it with myself.

This is my habit. I build it since the secondary school.

I will ask my friend if i really don't to solve it or helpless.

I scare make trouble to people. 

So, i would like to solve with myself first, then only find another way if i really helpless.

I never tell the truth with my mother, mean my heart feeling.

Cause i'm no good in sight language. I scare she will ask me "what's you going on?"

when i were cry. Cause i don't know how to said out my feeling to her.

So, i choose to cry alone in the room without any sound.

Maybe my sister will realized that i were crying. Although she know what happen.

So, she also din't care me, just let i cry. :) 

Something was going weird right now.

I hope just i think too much. Cause something is going obviously.

I appreciate the friendship i have now.

And i hope we will getting back good as before too~!!!

I will remain silent. Cause maybe i misunderstanding.
Just see how the situation is going on.

Just friend. I'm stop thinking of love.

That's all !

 Forever is just the beginning ♥

I love Edward Cullen this character! ♥
He is so man! I hope my husband is him too!
Very protect his love!

3 birthdays continuous

Lol~ so many people born at this month >.<
our class already have 4.
First is jx, then is karmun, ming ee and ah pig
4/11, 18/11, 20/11, 22/11

*old photo, that time want to try a mature style, did i succeed?

I love my classmate, many pattern! XD
Many idea come out and play the birthday guy! Do the thing very fish!
First is karmun birthday

 We din't play too over when on her birthday,
just go buy a cake and give her a surprise.
Cause she had no idea we will help her celebrated.
Cause of some reason lah.. She is a low humor.
Easy to laugh when we talk something it is not funny.
So, have little din't join with her, cause felt she is weird.
But i'm proud of her. Cause she realized that she can't join with us at all.
And she is trying to join us. Join where we go when the break time after class and so on.
Actually she is come from single-parent family,
she stay with her mom. The reason of her father i have no idea.
Maybe had ask before,but i forgot.

 Wish karmun happy birthday! And hope he is happy for the surprise that we give!

Photo when take in lecture with her. She is not bad actually =)

Next is our class Mr Hiao birthday!! ---- Ming Ee
He is older than us one year -- 19 years old
He also the top people in our class. Like to talk about the thing very 胃! XD
He likes to eat apple. Almost eat apple everyday bah? i guess.
He is very healthy people! Good guy also, must be a very good husband also. i guess!
He was clamoring to eat apple when last time our langkawi trip XD

So, we decided to buy the strip thing and fruit for him!
Banana!! haha.. we write word on the banana.
When i edit it with different effect. Realized this effect no bad! XD
Blue banana--- 蓝焦--- rude word
Celebrated when the break time on building construction lecture again. DKA
The place we always sing birthday song for the birthday guy.
Still remember our first people who birthday--- Ah jie.
We also sing a birthday song in that lecture. Same subject, same lecturer-- SAW SOO SEN
That day is the longest time class, have 4 classes, i think.
We almost sing the birthday song for her on every class. Let her fish.
So, she was run very fast when end on the last class. XD

And our plan for Hiao is
we will take one of fruit go outside of the lecture when break time.
Then take the fruit in our hand and sing birthday song to him. and give him the fruit.

*Photo when we take at outside the DKA

*These photos felt my face so cham! >.< Tired face.
Felt a boy is cute recently. But he already has gf. ^^
Just felt he is very Q!!! Damn!! And not bad too.
A guy from other group :)

I were close with lh recently.
Just best friend. :) like to scold the guy in front of him too.
Can release my stress XD
All rude word will come out when i scold that guy!

It is very happy when the time we (jx, mimi, and me) scold a guy that we hated.
Actually the guy is one of us hated only. Then left of us will accompany the one of us scold together. ^^

Next birthday guy is Ah Pig lah~~~

*Ana was upload ah pig birthday photo on fb just now, while i was typing my blog.
take some photo from there first , hehe.. ^^

Ah pig birthday is very over!
We plan to play him, and give him a surprise too.
First, we go In House after lecture. he was upset and emo that time.
Cause of some love reason. He is chasing a girl, but the girl is cold to him.
And straight tell him happy birthday perfunctory when after the lecture class.
It will be a long story lah. Just shortcut to tell at here.

 First time the cake cut be like that XD cut horizontal
Cause we push ah pig's head to the top surface of the cake when he need to bite the candle out from the cake.

>.< I was eating cheese cake when taking this photo!
The cheese cake still inside my mouth! :目

Second round!! Sing K --- Firezone
What the idea we thought! =.= Durian cake!!
And the present for him is----- T Pet!!!! XDDDDD
and ask him to put it on!!

 *front view and back view while he wear the T-Pet!

Wish him happy birthday! And everything will be alright for his "love" thing :)))
And happy don't be emo ^^

*This is my classmate! DQS1 Group F  赞！！